Today I have to put my kitty Demon to sleep. He stopped eating a few weeks ago and lost a lot of weight. He just wasn't acting right, so I took him to the vet. His blood work revealed very advanced kidney failure, and the decision was made that tonight at 5pm I will take him in.
I can't even describe the emotions I've been feeling today, or the amount I've cried. But there is one thing helping -- Buzznet.
I have been on Buzznet for (I believe) 5 and a half years. During that time, I moved to California and got my cat Demon. I posted pictures of Demon on here throughout those years, and today I realized as I made a photo gallery on my desktop of my favorite images of him, that I am so incredibly thankful that I posted a lot of them on Buzznet.
Although I am laughing through tears looking at the photo of Demon dressed up in his chicken hat for Halloween in 2008, I am reminded of the many good years I had with him, and how I was the best kitty mom that I could be.
I will miss my kitten more than words can express, but I know he'll be in a better place and won't be suffering anymore.